*DANCE WITH THE DEVIL*
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"Monsters are real, ghosts are real too, they live inside of us and sometimes they win."
  • depressed person: laughs at something funny
  • moron: what, you're laughing? i thought you were depressed you're supposed to be sad all the time and crying and suicidal you're not really depressed you faker

🌸back?🌸

Wow, I haven’t been on this blog in soooo long. I left because it was just too triggering but now I’m falling back into old habits and more determined than ever to lose weight. I’ve gained so much over the summer/fall, I’m so ashamed 😔 I’m starting university the 27th and I’m excited but also really nervous and I’m a big fat whale 😪 honestly, I’ve been to embarrassed to admit to anyone but most of my clothes don’t fit anymore so I’m forced to wear the same pair of jeans and shirts over and over. I avoid clothes shopping because I just can’t stand to look at myself in the mirror and because cute clothes don’t look good on whales. I’ve been avoiding mirrors all together, I can barely stand showers because I want to cry when I see my body.. I’m not quite depressed yet, I’m really not sure how I feel. Part of me feels like 2014 is MY year but the other feels like it’s just going to be the same as the last 19. Ok, rant over, I’ve obviously lost some followers but I’m back! Xoxo💋

codomy:

Stop talking.